I am afraid..

I'm not afraid you stab me in the back,but I'm afraid to see the person who  stabbed me when I turned around, I am not afraid to tell the truth to my best friends  who I treat with my whole-hearted,but I am afraid he took those which i told  as a joke  to tell others .我不怕別人在背後捅我一刀， 我怕回頭後看到背後捅我的人，是我用心對待的人；我不怕把心裡話告訴最好的朋友，我怕回過頭他把它當成笑話告訴別人